uhhh i've been busy with my gaming life till i neglected this poor little blog =X sorry about that. i gotta stop this bad gaming habit of mine. its just soo hard to keep my fingers away from clicking on the game icon on my desktop. ugh! i should just sign on with the gaming company and work for them already. oh and, my results are gonna be out soon! arghhhh *hides under the blanket* i'm as scared as hell. all the 'what ifs' kept popping up in my mind. i don't wanna be retained! *whines* uhh i'm guilty of this crime i've committed pretty often - not hanging out with friends. sheesh. okay, enough said. no university wants to take in poor ah hui/booboo boohoohoo! *cries*

booboo left @
4/20/2005 02:34:00 AM

its 4pm now and i just woke up slightly before 3pm. i had a really weird dream last night *sighs* something about getting back with that person. dammit. it has been almost a year, well close to that. just 4 months shy of a year. urgh. stupid dream. i have a feeling what triggered that dream was earlier on in the day, a friend asked whether that person and i are still talking. i had to say no, sadly, coz yeah, thats the truth. i had to swallow back my tears while saying that. ugh. this sucks. just when i'm trying to get over it. this has to happen. *cries*

uhhhhhhh i need to graduate...i don't wanna stay another semester in school! i'm hoping and hoping and hoping that i'll pass, just a pass will do. i don't need distinctions and all that glitter.

i'm scared, i really am.

booboo left @
4/06/2005 03:58:00 PM