school's in, homework...projects...and the usual crap have started pouring in. damnit, i don't like my present class. i feel like an outcast. everyone just stares at me whenever i walk into the classroom. nobody wants to sit beside me. i don't have a sense of belonging here. i miss my former class...we were together 2 years. the damn choosing of electives have to separate us all. i may have appeared normal to my friends at school, but deep down inside of me...i wish there was a hole to swallow me up so that i wouldn't have to face my classmates. i don't have the drive to study, do my tutorial assignments and pay attention in class anymore. whenever there's a tutorial, i can only think of what time it'll end. well, maybe things will change for the better later...but anyway for now, fuck this all.

this is to the 2 groups of people most important to me in my life,

to my friends at poly especially the lao gang, i miss the times we had during the first 2 years of poly. we've been through many ups and downs. i cherished every single moment we spent together.

to my friends at ocbc, i'm glad that i was posted to ocbc for my attachment. ever since i got to know you guys, my life has changed tremendously...for the good. whenever i'm with you guys, i feel really blessed and can only think of when we'll get together again.

THANK YOU!

booboo left @
12/15/2004 10:06:00 PM